I think a lot about the fact that a young and silly version of myself never thought she could afford to do anything meaningful until she crossed some threshold of money (which she never made it to). For years, I overspent on ways to keep myself living comfortably and trying to abate the constant feelings of self-hatred and wrongness crawling over my con…
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